My stupid mind puts so many restrictions on my life, that i often feel im not "living"....aggrivated.

if i  could....ignore problems and pain, then you see in the end, id live through my disdain. Pain and feelings, good and bad, rule my life, as the always have. I feel in a way im giving up, but yet i still fight,  be that as is, or might.be or even become. SO as struggle is my middle name i struggle for my sanity and for fullfillment and happiness ( Read more... )

Can it be what we doubt, is the truth...that we spout?yes i rhyme all the time, its annoying,that much i can define,let things be what they be, and maybe for once, ill make up my mind.

Ive been what ive been, for a very long time. If i had my way my pain would be,better defined. But its not, nor has it ever been. And that is all one can say about ( Read more... )